Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Let me take you to a place where time does not exist..



there are a gazillion stories about ones experiences at the himalayas..but i have to write here about my trek to the himalayas- it was my first trek ( of my life!) and what a way to begin my trekking journey..

my journey actually begins from (also beautiful) Rishikesh!

Rishikesh among the many things it is famous for- it is also famous for its white water rafting in the Ganges. the water at the Ganges -  glacial look, the icy cold water & unknown deathly depths - it is only after you immerse yourself in those waters will you understand the serenity of those waters.after the waters flow calmly over your body- there is a sense of peace and calm that you experience- undoubtedly.. something I have never felt/experienced in my whole life..

next stop Gangotri:
the route from rishikesh to Gangotri is nearly 12 hrs. we had to do an unscheduled  stop over at uttarkashi- which turned out to be a good thing cause thats where we met our very amazing guide, who we called Sonny.
we were lucky at uttarkashi- turns out the path for the himalayas opened up just the day before ( can you imagine traveling all the way there and not being able to go ahead!!). You also need a permit to go there- again the director who issues this permit was there only for 30mins or so- again luckily we met him. And the permit being issued was at the discretion of the director- he rejected 4 other tourists like us.. but as luck would have it we got the permit! journey was picturesque - drive around mountains after mountains 
check the dark clouds looming over the mountains.



single lane routes around the mountains
single lane routes around the mountains


all the routes are surrounded with
mountains with step farming on them
Roadway going around the mountain
Harsil

this is a beautiful place just some 30-35kms from the gangotri... all along the route- on one side of the road is (of course) the mountain on the other side - you will find atleast 2 km wide stretch of gravel.. with the bhagirathi river flowing along side it.. you will have to see it to believe it

1st glimpse of the himalayas

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By the freezing waters of the river Bhagirathi
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Leaving Harsil... :)


Gangotri

a little background- you may have heard about the raging flood at Badrinath that claimed thousands of lives.. this flood raged all through the region- it was just over 6 months now and life was just getting back on track- So as you approach Gangotri you will see the rampages of this flood..roads destroyed.. landslides everywhere.. bridges torn apart..
torn down bridge

newly built bridge


new roads being built by the army
road carved out 15ft high ice block
Landslides along the road

snow- slide??
Compass points north..
its north all the way.. down to the foothills of the himalayas where there is the world famous glacier known as Gaumukh- literally translated as "cows mouth" this opening feeds one of the largest rivers in the world!
It is a completely strange a fact to accept that one of the largest rivers- 2,500+kms long- in the world is created and fueled by this glacier. this glacier, which is an amazing 30ft long & 4km wide, is at the foot of the almighty mountain Bhagirathi. Bhagirathi is a group of 3 peaks in the Garwhal Himalayas. The mythical peak takes its name from the legendary kind Bhagirathi, who had brought the ganges( ganga) from heaven down to earth.

the 3 peaked colossal mountain : Bhagirathi


SO the trek takes off from Gangotri, the stay is gangotri is quaint there is a small stretch of civilization - civilization which may not be more than a kilometer long. Within this stretch you will have a line of small eatery stalls, and a handful of staying accommodations. 




About 40-50kms before entering Gangotri - you loose all kinds of connectivity. at Gangotri, even though it is considered of the most sacred places for Hindus. there is no source of power, the water source is natural, I think even the food source is natural in those parts. Again the local modes of transit between Gangotri to the rest of the region is very much dismal. maintenace of this area is extremely high risk especially after the floods, which results in constant landslides. Landslides which invariable render the area inaccessible. there is a constant change in the landscape route, sometimes even encountering a mountain river diverted and flooding up the roads..

A mountain river flooding out the road


crossing the river flood - a shot taken from the car!!

But again.. despite all these environmental issues, i have to give a hats off to the government there, who are constantly doing everything in their power to ensure the livelihood of the folks living or traveling to the area.

At Gangotri we came across may other travelers who had come there for the trek to Gomukh. but all of them, did not make it all the way to gomukh. Each of them had returned from mid way.. all these conversations were a bit nerve wrecking... but yet the next day in the early hours of the morning we all took off for the 30km trek.. completely unaware of what awaits us all along the way..

the Trek


so yes. this is the first of kind for me, my very first trek- they say 3000m above sea level, the oxygen levels are lowered, puts strain on your body.  overall i guess you need to prepared more mentally than physically to embark on this..

All the way you trippy/dizzy.. you are walking along a path- a narrow path- curved alongside the mountains. this path slides down to the river some 500m below you. the bright blue sky right above you.

the narrow path alongside the mountain..





All in all you are walking in a direction opposite to the river, the gravel around you is moving along with you the sky along with the clouds again moving in another direction.. all in all - i dont know to explain any more- but you feel every element around you moving.. the earth, the sky, the water, the wind.. Trippy.. :)  no other word to explain it..
all along the way..
as i have constantly said there arent much words to describe the place.. infact there werent much words exchanged here..there are a many pictures taken o, in many of them you will find me staring up into the skyes the mighty snow peaks running alongside me...  there i was.. a girl from Goa- the only mountains i have ever seen were the ones in my backyard..climbing them.. getting lost in them.. getting scared in them.. exploring them..some of my best memories right there in my backyard of my house.. but..
here i was staring peaks after peaks each one unbelievable.. each one making you feel like the luckiest person in the world experiencing them.. being there with them..

I call this the Giants..








walking on ice? a snow slide down from the giants..


the place in between..
walking continuously for 5 hours with no breaks.. and walking uphill was a crazy task. I know i was exhausted.. my body was exhausted.. turns out i am terrible "terrible" at anything tht is uphill! and 80% of the trek was uphill... although i am so surprised that my body did not break down or go stiff with all this exercise.. there was nothing i wanted to other than just sit.. thats all..




Landslide debris..it was an insane walk uphill


u can actually see the debris coming down from the mountains.. it didnt get more treacherous than this!



So far off in the distance surrounded by the mountains quietly nestled is a green patch of pine trees.. hundreds of them. is a sight for sore eyes! this was the only place providing that iota of solace that each and every trekker is looking for.. this is called "Chirbasa" literally translating to abode of Pine trees. Typically this place has a set up for a small eatery stall. but in our case since the trek route had opened up only the previous day.. there was nothing but ruins there. But even then the place was a bliss. i found a tree that seemed to be waiting for me to nestle there.. we broke our journey for 30 mins before moving ahead.

an abode of pine trees.. nestled between all these mountains..


from a distance.. chirbasa

scene at chirbasa

the path at chirbasa filled with pine cones


my spot!


deadlier sides..
the perils of the journey could never have been pre-empted, there we were standing in front of a freakin landslide, when one of friends trekking with me ask me- your folks at home know, right? know that you are on this deadly trip?

the landslides were crazy, insane, scary beyond imagination.. there was no pathway.. the route was amidst ruins- ruins of the 2012 floods.. this was something none of us expected..each step of way you wondered.. in my case- it was confusion or traumatizing! there we were just a fews hours away from our destination was it unbelievably messed up. screwed up.. no pathway.. no alternative pathways.. only ruins..ruins after ruins, landslide after landslide.. it was there that we wondered, for the 1st time, will we make it. we had to make it.. what other option was there.. we were almost there.. and i dont think any more landslides could get us to turn back around at any point of time..

the view below me..no road, no pathway

Ice cold mountain stream

One of the most scariest landslides along the way to Bhojbasa.. 

this stretch was nearly 500m wide- with nothing but soft mud.. one wrong step would send you down to your death.

can you imagine this is real?

the rocky path!

another landslide..

i dont see any walking path here.. do you?

landslides continued..

a landslides leading down to the ganges below


Final stop Bhojbasa..
finally!!! Bhojbasa


1st view Bhojbasa

the 1st visitor!



our tent! at the actual foothill there!

So finally, finally 10-11hrs later, we reached bhojbasa..this was the final pitstop for the night..the whole plan being that we were going to camp out the night in a tent pitched up by us and eat up all the junk that we packed in our bags..go through the night watching the shooting stars go by..watch the glowing snow clad mountains and finally witness the sun rise of a lifetime - the sun rising in the himalayas... Yes.. that was the plan..

so after all the fuss and tiredness of mine we finally reached Bhojbasa.. once we reached there we ended up in the ashram.. which was alive and active! it was pretty nostalgic moment.. i guess we reached there just in time for 2 very much amazing reasons..first being that - they were just serving food to every one there- FOOD! it was just hot dal and rice..!we ate as much as we could and sat down there to rest our feet. and just then the second thing happened- you could hear the enormous roar of the landslides..

the weather began to deteriorate.. it began to drizzle, hurriedly the tent was put up.. but it was freezing we had to move into a room..preferably behind concrete walls..and fortunately we got one.. you couldnt step out, the temperature dropped significantly. you had to covered with all the many layers of clothing.. we even slept with our socks and muffler on.. atleast tried to sleep.. it was amazingly freezing cold with snow rain plus the stiff body plus the anxiety of it all..

At the foothills of Heaven..
at six in the morning.. right there on the edge of this little abode.. is heaven.. the cold wind goes whistling around your ears.. you will feel the moisture of the clouds on your face.




the almighty Shivling peak in all its majesty

glowing tapovan


All this surrounded by mountains that glisten like gold with the little spotlights of the sun..you are literally looking for miles and miles and you just can feel the peacefulness and the calmness wash over you..





it is through this that you make your way through the very very "very" long awaited destination Gaumukh. the final part of the trek is of large rocks especially as you approaching the beginning of the river..and thats where the trek ends. but you know me- i stood there on this giant rock staring at the waters flow by and I am greatly... disappointed..

thankfully not with much coaxing, we went ahead... we went to the exact spot "Gau-mukh" watched in fear and unbelievable awe at this huge, unbelievable huge chunk of ice.. It stretches up to the skies with the tremendous peaks of bhagirathi stare down at you in defiance..the glacier actually surrounds you and you can feel the chill running down your spine.. mountain iced water is running down around your feet..what a brilliant place to be in what a brilliant feeling to have and what a brilliant experience which makes you treasure it and share it with everyone you knw...

First view of the glacier! at the foothills of the Bhagirathi


Bhagirathi staring down at you in front of the glacier

The Shivling view from the other side of the glacier

(almost) full view of the glacier

the peaks and the glacier ( and the only lifeform perchedon the rock there!)


Bhagirathi, glacier and Tapavon


All my life..

Yes.. all my life, all i wanted was to just go out explore, see places i have never seen before, experience "experiences" i have never experienced before..and here I was.. just walking down this broken down path living an experience i never imagined.. or even thought existed..
at each step i kept running a narrative in my head, thinking - oh i will have to tell about this stretch of walk.. or.. i have to talk abt the landscape here... or .. i have tell about the being here altogether..

but here I am trying to pen down my very blessed experience.. and.. i am.. at a loss of words.. there is nothing that I can say or write to tell you or anyone about this experience.. I can put up a dozen pictures, give you some description, here and there.... but nothing compares to actually living it..

look at it every picture u will find just nature - in all its glory, in all its wrath..there is no one.. not a soul..there is nothing - just nature.. and you...and your thoughts...

Monday, August 8, 2011

shit happens...


There should be a really special type of heavenly "hell" for ppl who say - "Shit happens" or "life gives you wat u deserve" or "karma has its way" and some other pot load of more shit!

I mean wat gives??? whats gives you the right to judge and shrug and say " shit happens" and worse- when will u stop saying that over and over again?? And how about coming up with some thing more original... u know, something like... this is fucking shit!! Why don't you drown this shit in some booze or some other detrimental course of action?

I am one those people who is persistently be on the hunt for the answer to the question "why?" no matter what, where, when or how- there is always the underlining question "why?" which very frankly is the only thing that makes sense. If u can have the answer to that question, everything else is just easier. try it..
So, the next time you loose your temper, because things didn't go a certain way, ask yourself the question, "why" - why does it "bother you" so much that it didnt go a certain way, making your loose your temper like that?

So here's the hassle- when there is no actual answer to the question "why"- other than - shit happens and thats all your left with..you gotta wonder, for how long will this happen? where exactly would you draw the line?
I mean at the end of it all...how many things can wrong?? I know, there is no limit but, really there is or rather there has to be a limit to how much!!
how many times will u sit back and accept - shit happens?
Accepted - life can be a real bitch sometimes, but for how long will you be able to sit back and take it? For how long are you going to try to be ok with it? and worst of all- what happens when u snap?
Seriously, whether things went to hell for you once or more than once- what would happen when u snap?

Does one ever then, get an answer of "why did it happen?" Coz, you are honestly fucking kidding yourself when you accepting "shit happens" and trying to move on. As a matter of fact, u never really move-on unless some basic questions are answered or the equations are balanced. frankly the people "moving-on" are really running away rather than dealing with it! its called Karma with a capital B for bitch!

Another baffling thing- when ur fucked, and u wonder things couldnt get worse this than this for you... it actually does find a way to get worse!!...ironically beautiful isnt? And then the chaos just never stops!

So, when is it too much?? and what happens when it cross that "too much" barrier? could it really actually be that your the most screwed up person ever? or really that unlucky?? think abt it..it is insane..

Thursday, February 24, 2011

back stabbers

Whenever people talk about themselves, invariably one of the things that they talk about is how much they hate backstabbers, and how they truly despise them, blah blah blah..

But the fact remains - don't we all hate them? In fact, its quiet surprising, think about this: if we ALL hate these back-stabbers, truly despise them, etc etc.. then who are these backstabber here?

Scarily makes you wonder if there is a little bit of a back-stabber in all of us here...

A friend of mine very surprisingly (surprisingly because that statement came out of the blue to me..)once told me that : in life, it is these people who make you more cautious, more careful about yourself, for yourself..

Well the way he said it, was well frankly sounded way more sensible, than the way I just put it.

I guess, to some of us, this may seem like a negative statement, but honestly, this is just something urging us to reach out for ourselves..instead of being dependent on the world or other people. Instead of blaming our woes on the rest of the world. It urges us to take responsibility, for wat we say, or do, or how we interact... be responsible.

Coz at the end of the day- we alone are responsible for everything that happens. We alone control everything that happens. The universe is a series of permutations and combination. Every step we take sends out a ripple effect bringing out, again, a series of actions and reactions...

So its not Karma, not God, most importantly not other people...only YOU control everything that happens..

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

exasperation


people scheming
people always wanting to be ahead
people always struggling to get ahead
people wanting everything
people wanting everything when they demand for it
people demanding
people demanding all the time
people not getting wat you want
peole crying for love
people crying for money
people crying for work
people crying over books
people taking advantage of other people
people lying
people backstabbing
people being lazy
people being angry all the time
people being sad all the time
people procastinating
people faking it
people being dumb
people screwing other people
people fighting over politics
people not getting anythign from fighting over politics
people loosing 
people loosing people
people loosing lives
people not being able to survive/fight
people avoiding you
people sucking at work
people expecting so much from you
people loosing their temper 



Monday, February 14, 2011

being shallow is wrong

There are people who say - the outcome is highly circumstantial of what you do where and when .. Well I am totally in agreement to it. But similarly the who also drastically does affect the outcomes..


Consider this-
take any question and imagine that any person is asking that question to u. Preferably imagine the different people from varying categories in life are asking that to you..Say a pretty person, an old person, an funny looking person, irritating person, person u like, priest/nun.. let the list go on...

The way you answer will more often than REQUIRED will vary...

So all those people who say its wrong.. they are basically kidding themselves.. probably because they themselves do not realize, how they are reacting themselves.. some may actually get offended reading that.. but yea.. its the truth

Looks/persona/personality.... whatever u wanna call it. they all matter....



Sunday, January 16, 2011

A blessed ray of sunshine


With everything that goes by in life especially during the bad- have you ever stopped to think..it could've been worse?
Well, sometimes it could probably be the worse thing ever, that could have happened...and yes there is probably no getting out of it or answers for it. But at that point of time- take a look around u.. talk to the people around you.. indulge urself in the things around you, take on some more responsibility..get a job, get a distraction, basically look aound you for that probable way out...I'm pretty sure there some version of that- and then be grateful for it.

You know there are actually many many things at play here-
You could be stop and think about the people who think of you- yes just "think", coz at the end of the day - your not asking them to think of ya, or paying them to do that! And yea that counts- if your "demanding" more- go suck it. Coz that's probably being greedy or selfish or something like that! Btw "demanding" consists of : expecting them to care.. expecting them to be interested in you..expecting them to like you...so on and so forth. But think about it- these are the people who actually without a reason are simply...just...thinking about you... now how awesome is that??
So, that is what I call getting wat you want, being realistic in life- not "demanding" :)
 Its a nice feeling- coz at the end of the day its those small things that matter- people simply thinking abt you..being able to afford that flower vase u always wanted, being "somewhere" in your life!! Having somebody to think about..having options in life for...watever!!Yes...the little things.

Coz there comes a day when your probably just sitting by yourself, looking around you and wondering..just plain and simple wondering - your not cranky- your not grumbling or whining or being critical or angry, just wondering about probably inane things- you need to stop yourself and congratulate yourself coz "finally" yes finally you have found peace, peace of mind...! And yes, that's honestly a really good time to weigh your priorities in life and really focus on it.. coz once you start to enjoy the peace you really cant afford to loose it!!
So yes- that's when u actually realize all that you have is, almost all that you wanted!! Most of us always do get what we want, but then again, we are so busy whining and grumbling about every single thing that we generally, more than required, loose sight of everything good happening/happened.....

Trust me, there will come a day when you actually do get what you want..there will come a time when you simply just smile...smile, not becoz your in love..or seen/heard something  funny..or feel something nice.. but smile, simply because your finally at peace....! You finally, for absolutely no reason, have it - have everything - you have the people who love u..people who "think" of you for no reason..you have the small things in your life that make it whole.. no hassles or chaos, people who understand you care for you...list goes on and on....

Find your list and relish everything thats been crossed of it...