Don't get misled by the title. This is not about committing suicide or something like that. This is about when ur morals and beliefs are put to test and u so miserably fail..
Generally in life there are many beliefs & morals that one live their lives by. But there are few that are so strongly followed.
The moment we give up on those beliefs & morals, is the moment we kill ourselves leaving nothing else to move on to, nothing else to believe in any more..
how much a part of ourselves will we be giving up every time something goes wrong with us?? what will happen when we do give away everything that we believe in- are we to move on & get new beliefs or do we just move on to a self destructive pattern... so what is that we do exactly when we screw everything that we believe in and have nothing left for ourselves??
I am really curious for answer..
To all out there reading this - seriously tell me, can any one be prepared for this or can anyone get themselves some kind of shock absorbers to help absorb the extend of the damage? can there be any sort of precautions be taken preparing you for the worst..
So when it comes to your final moment in life- we hope that it is with some dignity left. So after u have sold your soul to the devil is there any worth of u that is actually dying??
Its a lost cause..
So dont do it- no matter what the world says - the society, your best friends, your life partner says- if u don't believe it just don't do it. Coz there is just no way of getting around it, or forgetting it or even moving on - everything is lost cause from the point you give in to everyone and ignore your own beliefs.
Imagine goin minute after minute, night after night, questioning yourself- was that right or convincing yourself that it was the right thing to do, or regretting that you shouldnt have done it....none of it - nothing is goin to help and all these people who covinced you that u did the right thing are not going to be there- and even if they are there they will not be able to help u in any sorta way.
its just gonna be u- killin yourself slowly
It pays to be selfish too. Sometimes you need to snatch a little bit of something from every departing experience.. its totally worth it!
ReplyDeletehaving certain beliefs and morals in life is something like having a boundaries and limitations for yourself...but how will we come to know about the strenght of these limits untill we push them or in simple words fool around them sometimes (time here is a relative factor can range from days to years)?? now giving up on those morals simply means u tried going beyond those boundaries and didn't SUCCEED!. shouldn't this make those morals and beliefs more strong...Isn't this a natures way of telling u that what u belived was right and this is ur limit, beyond this is not ur territory? will this not make those morals much stronger than before?? wasn't it worth trying that regreting later for being coward? i won't say everything happens for a reason but whatever happens (in my optimistic eye) is for the best!
ReplyDeleteP.S: if we are still on vica, then i assume this is a depression....she is on her way to come out of it...:)
@ pyrofrost- this is not about Vica :) , but is more about- how after u have crossed all those boundaries, u have nothing left for yourself
ReplyDelete@angel: yes i got it but what i don't understand that why u got nothing left for urself? these boundaries are not the great wall of china...you can always learn from ur mistakes, don't cross them if u already know now how much u gonna regret later...:)
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